So Today is Devan’s wedding.. the house has been absolute chaos these past few days as everyone scrambles to make the final preparations. It’s going to be nice when everything is over. Between Devan and Dons family.. well, let’s just say things can get very interesting around the house. Of course Devan is trying to get me to move down to Okla like she has for the past three years. As soon as she found about my work she’s like Here,here,here,here,here. Here’s the keys to the Montero. Find a job. Move! lol

I didn’t expect she’d enlist the help of her friend Shannon though, She’s probably going to be my saviour when hanging out w/ Devan’s dad and taking care of Lindsey gets me to the point of ripping my hair out. Tulsa really isn’t that bad of a place, pretty little city but I don’t see myself living there.

I woke up screaming at about 3:30 this morning…No idea what my dream was about, I tried to jot it down real quick when I woke up but was completely blank. This was the first time I had woken up screaming..like literally screaming.. in probably 10 years. I woke up the whole entire house. It was pretty embarrassing.. Still trying to figure out what bugged me so. Oh well

Anyway, I should probably get off here and go setup

because truth is madness and madness truth truly revealed, and to see is to always see too much

Today is Friday! For me anyway ;) Going to Oklahoma on Thursday for Devan’s wedding.. I honestly can’t believe she’s settled down.. and if you read this i’m jk! But, I decided to take tomorrow off as well, gotta go pay some bills and get some things together before I head out in the morning.. I hope thursday will be like this morning.

and now back to work

well, one thing. The chill in the air. It’s amazing how many different images, feelings and memories can be brought back to life by weather alone.

hm, I forgot.. this time last year was my pin night

I should have known that after getting a solid nights sleep yesterday that my body would pay me back by keeping me up tonight. I watched tv, started to read, played a computer game but I knew that in order to get some sleep I’d have to go out and drive. Tonight held the promise of fall and my night owl persona took full force as I drove without a destination finding myself being pulled to certain places and I willingly followed. The wind energizing me down to my very core. I also knew that as much as I love the night and this weather, that this feeling was so much more.

Winding up at the Royce I was sitting outside under the full moon. Thoughts racing through my head.. suddenly reminded of an earlier situation in this exact seat looking up at the full moon, a calmness washed over me… and with that I came home. Now fully relaxed and on my way to bed.