Without forgiveness we’re savages

Written by fredward on June 16th, 2010

But you’ll fight and you’ll make it through
You’ll fake it if you have to
And you’ll show up for work with a smile
You’ll be better
And You’ll be smarter
And More grown up and a better daughter or son
And a real good friend
And you’ll be awake
You’ll be alert
You’ll be positive though it hurts
And you’ll laugh and embrace all your friends
And you’ll be a real good listener
You’ll be honest
You’ll be brave
You’ll be handsome and you’ll be beautiful
You’ll be happy

mmm. Thank you Rilo Kiley. Inspiring music and great friends have been the glue of my world as of late.  It’s the feeling of being trapped and searching that’s getting to me. But hey, I can safely say I am doing everything in my power to change my situation. I’m throwing down application after application and looking at every possible avenue for financial aid. That’s all one can ask…try try try.

How many entries do I have that are like this? I’m pretty sure this time each year I’m coming up with some plan to try to get out of town. Obviously, this course of action is not working and yet I can’t come up with anything else.  I do feel confident that if I could get the housing paid for it’d be a success…

I should probably be getting some sleep…interview in Evansville tomorrow morning. I just finished compiling the appeal and all of the information for the financial aid committee…going up there Thursday to review my case.

 

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