1. What’s your opinion on sex without emotional commitment?
Unfulfiling

2. Do you bite your boyfriend’s/girlfriend’s nails?
N/A

3. Are you a jealous person?
No

4. What are you allergic to?
Nothing

5. What books, if any, have made you cry?
No books have made me cry but there have been a few that I couldn’t finish because of a certain feeling

6. Does it annoy you when someone says they’ll call but never do?
mm. depending.

7. What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
chocolate brownie chunk

8. If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest what would you do?
Politely turn them down

10. What song lyric, if any, is stuck in your head at the moment?
Is everyone afraid, you should be ashamed
Apocalyptic screams mean nothing to the dead
Kissing that ol’ sun to know all there is

11. Do you enjoy giving hugs?
Not really.. gotta actually care for the person

12. What did you dress up as for your first Halloween?
I don’t remember. Halloween always sucked.

13. What’s your favorite TV show?
LOST, followed by Rescue Me

14. Do you get along better with the same or opposite sex?
hmm.. used to be opposite. now probably the same.

15. Can others make you cry easily?
I don’t cry

16. Who was the last person to tick you off?
n/c

17. Are you picky about spelling and grammar?
Very.

18. Do you pay attention to calories on the back of boxes?
sometimes

19. If you could be any type of fruit what would you be?
I feel like I’m back in HS English.

21. Last thing said?
“We can’t get to memoryx”

22. What was the last thing to scare you?
myself

23. How many hours of sleep do you need to function?
4

25. When was the last time you slept on the floor?
hah, party in Lexington

28. Do you enjoy traveling via airplanes?
yess love it.

29. Would you ever date someone covered in tattoos?
sure, piercings and tattooes can be hot ;)

31. Do you believe that the guy should pay on the first date?
yes, I always do… if it’s an actual date. Now, if we’re just “hanging out” no

32. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
Kind of.

33. Which do you make: wishes or plans?
Wishes don’t mean anything unless you make the plans to make them happen

34. Can you speak any languages other than English?
Nope

35. What is your favorite salad dressing?
ranch!

36. What movies do you know every line to?
Empire Records, Closer, Garden State

38. Has anyone told you a secret this week?
hm.. yes.

39. When was the last time someone hit on you?
hmm, I can’t recall actually. I really don’t notice such things

40. Would you rather take the picture or be in the picture?
be in the picture.

41. Last text sent?
“one sec”

42. If you could eat one meal for the rest of your life, what would it be?
pasta.. pasta anythingi.

43. How many siblings do you have, and where are you in the rank?
none.. Oh wait, yeah.. I do have a brother. I see him. Sometimes.

45. When will be your next road trip?
Well, I’m going to Oklahoma on Thursday if that counts

46. Name 4 schools you went to:
Owensboro Middle, Apollo High, Murray State, University of kentucky

47. What is currently in your backpack:
I have no backpack!

48. Four names you go by:
ed,ed,ed,ed

50. Who is your favorite band?
Smashing Pumpkins

53. Where do you live?
Owensboro, KY

54. Where did you get the shirt you’re wearing?’
Computers Plus Lab Jacket.. nice huh?

because truth is madness and madness truth truly revealed, and to see is to always see too much

Today is Friday! For me anyway ;) Going to Oklahoma on Thursday for Devan’s wedding.. I honestly can’t believe she’s settled down.. and if you read this i’m jk! But, I decided to take tomorrow off as well, gotta go pay some bills and get some things together before I head out in the morning.. I hope thursday will be like this morning.

and now back to work

well, one thing. The chill in the air. It’s amazing how many different images, feelings and memories can be brought back to life by weather alone.

hm, I forgot.. this time last year was my pin night

blah @ natd.conf

So, I managed to get my box setup but realized I had some daemons / services running that well, I really didnt’ want to have on my router so I decided to setup another box. Managed to get it up running and updated but for some reason my forwarding rules aren’t working

They’re working fine for my Windows box but not the other FreeBSD box.. I’ve compared the rules and they’re in the exact same syntax.. the only thing I can think of is that since I’m having to manually set a static ip there’s some information missing from my FreeBSD interface that’s not going through the network properly

ifconfig_rl0=”inet 192.168.2.60 netmask 255.255.255.0″
defaultrouter=”192.168.2.40″

Every manual i’ve read just says to put ^^ two lines in my /etc/rc.conf file and it’ll work.. but it’s not. Even though it’s working internally.. which, under the ruleset shouldn’t even work… which means it might be going to the wrong interface.. no, because there’s only one interface in that effing box. and it’s the same as grrrr.

i’m going to figure this thing out.