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Sunday, September 24th, 2006I was supposed to head out for Lexington around 9 this morning.. That didn’t work. Actually, around nine was about the time I went to sleep…
I think I took the longest route to Lexington possible. I really didn’t feel like going back. Not to this house, not to this atmosphere. I wound up making a pit stop in Calhoun and was going to take the backway to the WK Parkway when I thought, “I’m in Muhlenberg County.. I wonder if my cousin is home.” Wound up talking to him and catching up on, oh, the past two years. It made for good conversation.
The rest of the drive was fairly straightforward.. I’m in my moms car which has a CD player but no tape deck.. which means no ipod. Most of my drive was spent flipping through the radio stations trying to find something good.
So now i’m here. Bart is playing soccer with that same ball outside my door like he always does. My roommates are in drug-related bliss. I just brewed up a pot of coffee and am listening to some Billy Joel in an attempt to forget theres a house outside my room.
I’ve got to find somewhere else to live. I finally have dishes and I keep them hidden because frankly, I don’t trust anyone here.
perhaps i’ll lean against my wall, crack open that book and try to unwind before I have to sleep…
“I don’t care what consequence it brings
I have been a fool for lesser things
I want you so bad
I think you ought to know that
I intend to hold you for the longest time”