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Friday, September 15th, 2006The fantasy, the unknown, the random trips.. It’s not an escape but an appreciation of something else. What am I getting at? I’m not quite sure.. but theres a feeling that has never been fully recaptured since.
Was it some spell?
Was it a transition?
It’s about that time of year for me to be thinking such thoughts. Where did it go? How can I get it back?
“the days go on
the lights go off and on”
Maybe, there’s just been so much “New” that there isn’t room anymore.
Maybe, it’s just a result of age.
I’m not going to even ATTEMPT to make it sound like I’m a studious individual with no interests. It’s just been this year that I’ve taken my studies halfway seriously. I’m pledging Phi Mu Alpha which I love dearly, I’m marching in band which is fun and thinking of trying to do tuba/euph next spring, I have a cushy job and have been offered a much better one..I have friends who care about me and I care about them.
Life is good.
But where’s that spark?