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Written by fredward on November 20th, 2005These past few days have been an awakening experience. I really haven’t been doing much.. Hanging out with my friends John and Rachel a lot lately. Nothing eventful has happened except for really great conversation. Talking, well, arguing with John has reawakened my desire to learn.. not the kind of learning from my classes(which i really need to work on too)
I really don’t know where i’m going with this.. it’s stupid shit. Economics, politics, psychology.. random topics that seem so like the conversations that was had at the Royce..My desire to keep up on current events has increased.. I was so apathetic and cynical towards well, everything. I felt completely dead. Life was nothing but work and school. My computer related knowledge kept increasing but what good is it if i’m unable to communicate with those outside my field
And conversations with Rachel remind me of porch sessions with Chrissie.. Talking about poetry, literature.. It makes me want to pick up the first worthwhile book I see and read.
I feel alive and it’s great