January 1st, 2004

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Thursday, January 1st, 2004

was listening to wishing you were somehow here again last night and when they said “Why can’t the past just die..” I thought to myself “yeah, it should. then you can go on with your life” etc..

But here’s the thing

I don’t want the past to die. I hold on to memories, pictures, stories, everything possible. Even if it’s painful

I don’t always dwell on it but I keep it

why do i keep it?

To remind me. Everything is a learning experience and in this case I keep hold of those memories to remind me of what i’ve learned and also to help avoid repeats of past mistakes

My burning the past.. you forget that. you don’t remember what you’ve learned so you never grow.. and it’s a shame