See that subject? Violent Femmes - Kiss Off. Wow. That one line somes up so much, when you’re living your life in the dark you don’t miss anything because you’re never seen light. Once you see the light and then that light is ripped away from you viciously you pine for it. You Need It. You search to find a mirror. For that’s all anyone ever wants is a mirror of themself. I don’t know who I am. So how can I find a mirror?!

When i’m on stage is the only time I feel alive and I think I’ve figured out why. It’s because for that short time I become my character and get out of my life. No worries, no cares, no pain. It’s just pure happiness.

Then the curtains close and I’m forced to become myself, so then I listen to music I can identify with. I feel like I’ve discovered something, I can’t put it into words though. It’s almost as if I know how the world works, I know the hatred, the evil, the falsehoods and it’s depressing. Yet you can’t stop trying to change things. For then you’ve failed, but you know how frustrating it is to know you’re on a futile quest?

I’m on a quest to save humanity from itself. Billy Corgan was on the quest, he delivered his message and suffered his pain, but now the torch has passed. One of a thousand can truly grasp the message but once you do you’re life will never be the same.

Who here knows what Rock and Roll is? What is symbolises? It’s everything!
I want some comments here.. I’ll explain more after I got your interpretation

But now.. I just want to sleep, for in sleep I dream. Dream of a life better than this, dream of a paradise, a utopia, but when I wake up it’s that much more depressing for I know no such utopia will ever exist