These next two weeks are going to pass incredibly, incredibly slowly—probably because I can’t recall the last time I was this excited.  It’s not just the excitement of moving causing this elation but the knowledge and confidence that my life has been released from its holding pattern and flying in a more positive direction. (yeah. that’s corny but fitting)  It’s a fresh start in a myriad of ways and a literal separation of any past negative ties and holdings. In realization of this I find myself feeling newly rejuvenated and hopeful.

Once I realized moving was official, I began reflecting on various events…specifically, the events that have transpired since moving to Owensboro. I’ve been thinking of decisions made, recalling events–both good and bad, and everything else that turned this once barren apartment into my home. Today, I believe I have completed my reflection and have found it to be quite cathartic. Ultimately, I realized that I do not regret moving back here or the events of the past few years. These experiences and the lessons learned will definitely serve me well in my future. Admittedly, it serves to remind me never to allow myself to be in this situation again.

When I lock my door for the last time I am making a commitment to put the past behind me, focus on the present and work towards a better future.  Some might read this and consider it laughingly melodramatic. To that I say: “Go ahead and laugh.” As of now, I have never been more determined to achieve my degree and allow myself a better future.

I will say this: I will not allow anyone or anything to stand in the way of my goals both academic and personal. To those that attempt to derail me or that bring any negativity into my life…they will not be in my life for long.